My morning was fairly routine and unremarkable. Except for that I rediscovered Sudoku, cuz I felt a bit bored with Cluedo. I worked my way up to the Expert level super quickly, so that’ll take up loads of my time now.
I enjoy things that are totally absorbing, like you can’t look away, and before you know it half an hour has passed by. I guess it’s mindfulness if you’re concentrating 100% on it, which is what I was encouraged to do in hospital.
Our walk in the afternoon was really beautiful, but I didn’t appreciate it half as much as I should have. There was this glade full of wood anemones, like a white carpet. It reminded me of that final boss battle in Metal Gear Solid 3 (for those of you who know).
When I got back to the house, I’d enjoyed being outside so much that I sat in the garden while playing Sudoku until my brain couldn’t do it anymore.
The rest of the evening was also fairly routine and unremarkable, except for that I felt really drained, and towards the end of the evening I got slayed by hayfever.
Atm I’m not in an awful place, but nowhere near a good place either.
It feels like I’m just sitting in limbo.